Sep 18, 2014

I am too tired too many sex

Sep 17, 2014

This is some sick joke I just want to have sex. I get here and he is too tired to finish. What in the genuine holy fuck is going on. It’s been weeks.

Sep 17, 2014

I say that and then

🐻📲👸. We can all guess how that ends. If you can’t then you will be regaled later with Nicole’s sexploits using emojis.

Sep 17, 2014

To be honest

I know that going on six dates is not dating someone and I would say no to that if it was offered. We have not had actual sex yet. My next boyfriend is going to have to know how to lay the dick down. But I do not dislike this one and would like to see what he has to offer. I am not turning down other offers at this time.

Sep 17, 2014

Sup beebeesss. Big Brother. Also how do you know when you are dating someone.

Sep 17, 2014

This time you came back and were acting like that night when you said you loved me and we were going places and showed me our new apartment. Except in a grander scale. But then you turned on me and I threw something at you and you said that you needed me to know it wasn’t my fault.

Sep 17, 2014

Nightmare of him leaving again. Is it a nightmare if it happened in real life. Also it’s been 9 months. When will this stop.

Sep 16, 2014

The one with the kid. I haven’t talked to him in weeks since the drunk driving situation. Aside from work functions. He texted me today saying he knows I am mad but there was an emergency. His dad has cancer. If he needs someone to stand by him through this I’ll be there. I know he is a rock and doesn’t have anyone to lean on and I don’t give a fuck how mad he makes me. Someone I care about is hurting. With him it’s hard because I wish I could take care of him but I can’t. I just came from a date with the new guy where we saw ghost busters in theater and held hands like a couple. And now I feel bad because I should’ve answered sooner. Someone needed me and I was out being selfish.

Sep 16, 2014
New meds make me really itchy. One day Disney will ask me to dye my hair and come live as Snow White with my pigs. I will quit my job immediately and say yes.

New meds make me really itchy. One day Disney will ask me to dye my hair and come live as Snow White with my pigs. I will quit my job immediately and say yes.

Sep 15, 2014

Back on drugs

Back on drugs for rapid cycling bipolar. Let’s see how this works out.

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