Also remind me to tell you about the one with the kid. We kissed Friday. I miss him that part is true but so much about us is serious and I need someone who can lift my darkness. Also he has a baby. The kissing was feverish though and the other times it was always just oh this is nice. This time we were talking and I just wanted to kiss him and he chased me down the street and we were laughing and he kissed me. This confuses my dating situation a bit. I’ve focused my energy on the ginger. This is a reminder that my feelings are too easily displaced by change.
I can’t sleep even if I tried even if I wanted toooo. I slept for 1 hour and have been awake since. Drove from MA since my friends were tired. Date tomorrow with ginger man piece. Unless I fall asleep immediately upon getting there. I’ll talk about the fair later.
So I encouraged new guy to send me a dick pic since he said he had never taken one. I added it to my gallery because it was his first dick pic. It looks really sad.
I was woken up by the tribe of squirrels again today. Fuck everyone. For realsies.
Is just selfies and my sex life and things about my life with a mental illness. Also I definitely have some kind of seafood allergy.
Allll of my faces. Watching big brother and probably ruined my chances with the bearded ginger face. The mouse was actually a baby squirrel and my building is infested.
I am not about giving blow jobs while I have my period. When I am not having my period I will give them just for fun. I will have period sex. I’ll suck your dick if you will have sex with me at that time. If you are like oh hell no gross then expect my response to be the same. I am not asking you to go twilight on my vagina. I just have no interest in pleasuring someone who doesn’t want the same for me. So this may be the end of the 7 date streak. “Yeah a relaxing night with a movie and a few blow jobs sounds great” fuck you. I am not driving 45 minutes to watch a movie you like and suck your not impressive dick.
Woke up because I was dreaming the entire beginning of Inglorious Basterds. And something outside of my window was making gross noises. I am hyper sensitive to noises lately.