Went on date 3 yesterday. Fooled around a bit which was a little awkward as it seemed we may have different styles of doing things. Also I had to drive him to the ferry and it was a block from my old apartment. Remember where all the bad things happened and my whole life exploded and most days I am still really sad…. Yeah right there. I told him today that I’m sorry but that made me a little uncomfortable and he said he realized that. We will have more dates. It’s a weird thing because I don’t know why this one is sticking.. We call each other and talk and it’s not too serious. We make out like 15 year olds but he was 17 when he had his first kiss. It is all very uncharted territory for me.